2004-07-15 - 12:08 p.m.

i don't know where to go from here.

i kept down pasta last night, i've gained.

i haven't seen my therapist in a couple weeks.

i hate my body, but leaving food down tears me apart physically and mentally.

my stomach is growling right now and it makes me want to cry. i

i have 7 dollars in my checking account. you can guess where most of it went.

straight. down. the. toilet.

add water - stir