2004-09-06 - 9:32 p.m.

i was walking toward the checkout at the grocery store with two bags of chips in my hand, and the lady in front of me leans slightly to her husband and says "look how skinny she is"

and i walked to another line. because i'm fat. because i've gained so much fucking weight how dare someone make that kind of a fucking comment on my weight without even knowing me. i have GAINED. my bmi is the closest to "normal" that's its been in 2 years.

i used to weigh almost 20lbs less. what the fuck?

i need to get with the program and drop this. no more.

add water - stir