2004-11-11 - 8:58 p.m.

one by one they fall.

I feel like crap, but I'm losing weight. Want to watch me tumble?

The past 2 days I've had horrible stomach problems. Yesterday I woke up and walked the dog.. halfway through I felt horrible cramps, then nausea, then a hot sweat. I hurried back in pain and spent a long time in the bathroom sitting on the toilet with a trashcan between my knees.. knowing I had nothing to throw up but feeling like it anyway. Then I would lay on the bathroom floor for a while.. and then get back on the toilet. I missed class and went back to bed because I was so exhausted. Today I've been nauseated and exhausted. I tried to b/p but only ate a little because it was just too much work to eat. I don't want to eat.. which is so weird. I'm not used to it.

I hope it will pass soon.

add water - stir