2004-11-29 - 2:05 a.m.

I checked my weight this morning like I said I would.. no wonder I've been so exhausted.

bmi at 17.3 I've been losing faster than I thought (actually thought I might be gaining). I'm now back at my goal weight that I set the first time I started losing weight. Kind of weird to be back here. I'm scared of doing anything to fuck it up. I'm only 9lbs away from my low weight.

I guess it's cause I had a lot of days of only b/ping once a day this long weekend. Plus I've been doing it on things like low cal soup and subway sandwiches.. not on purpose, just what my body wants I suppose.

I want to go lower, but the circles under my eyes read my weight very well.

I promise I will call my therapist today.

add water - stir