2004-12-04 - 6:42 p.m.

None of my pants fit right. My butt hurts from sitting for more than 10 mins at a time.

I made an appointment with my therapist for wednesday. I didn't tell her how I've gotten worse, just that I wanted an appointement and another referral. She says she'll call the psychiatrist personally. I guess she's one of the only ones in the state that deals with eating disorders.

My roommate confronted me. She thinks I'm depressed. She thinks I've given up on myself and that's why I'm losing weight, why I never want to do anything, why I do the bare minimum to get by. She thinks I need to be on anti-depressants as soon as possible. Interesting thing for someone who hates anti-depressants to say.

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