2004-12-27 - 3:11 p.m.

It's weird.. last time I was this weight I felt small. I was below my goal weight and was happy but not sure what to do about it.

I feel huge. Gigantic waste of space. Perhaps it is because I'm not working out.. maybe I am the same weight I used to be.. but fatter. That would make sense I suppose.

I just took pictures of my body and am considering posting them on tf. I need feedback, I need to see myself through other peoples eyes.

I just don't see myself anymore.

add water - stir