2004-12-28 - 11:47 a.m.

Last night I couldn't sleep because my stomach hurt so badly. I didn't go to bed until 3am, and still as small of a ball as I curled myself up in I couldn't get it to go away.

I kept waking up with my body aching. My back or arms, legs, or sides. I could only sleep 20-35 mins at a time.

I feel exhausted.

My throat is sore from all the extra water rinsing I did last night. I would maybe call this a bulimic rampage. My roommate comes back tomorrow.. she told me to get rid of all my unhealthy food. She told me she's tying herself to me so I can't purge.. that she wants me to eat 1400 kcal a day (impossible without purging).

I see my councilor today. As much help as I know that will be.

add water - stir