2005-06-22 - 4:10 p.m.

I know I don't update this very often anymore.. it's because I don't know what to say, I don't know where I am with all of this.

It's been months since I have seen my therapist, psychiatrist or doctor.

I am thinking about seeing my psychiatrist soon to get a refill on my prozac, because that is the only thing doing me any good right now.

I'm b/ping here and there.. not eating her and eating too much there. I'm better than I used to be, but I'm still not better.

Next month I move in with my boyfriend... any habits will be much much harder to hide.

I'm really at a loss.

add water - stir